Wednesday, January 25, 2017

How To Not Be Rude

1.Keep quite if its not your place
2.Mind your own business
3.Dont intrude on conversation
4.Say excuse me or pardon
5.Look at people with intent and not willy nilly
6.Say bless you when I sneeze
7.Dont be short
8.Remember the good in people
9.Forgive people
10.Don't be an asshole


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Statistics say public speaking is the second most common fear behind death. I personally felt my heart pounding as if I was going to die so touché statistics. I am a good talker and conversationalist but there is something about getting in front of people alone that makes my hands shake and me speed up my words and trip on my insecurity. I don't like feeling vulnerable at all, and public speaking is the point of that. This is me telling you hat I could never speak in front of people again and be fine.

Tuesday, January 24, 2017

Wordless


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My least favorite movie would have to be the indie film, White Girl. I was pressured into watching it, and while I already understood that it wasn't going to be great because of its 2 star rating, I was still willing to give it a shot. The plot was okay, but the acting was horrendous, as well as the way the story line was developed. Maybe the budget ran short, and that's why it's so bad. We'll never know. If you love yourself, you won't watch this movie.
My favorite movie is the the exorcist,the old one of course. My interest in scary movies peaked when I was younger, and i quickly watched this one at about age 11. By far the first movie that scared me genuinely and caused me to second guess my own mother.Its curious honestly, why that appealed to me at that age,but now that I think of it thats pretty common.
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Tuesday, January 17, 2017

Donald Trump's twitter

 When I was looking through my usual morning twitter feed, I stumbled upon one of Donald Trump's more so recent tweets. though the tweet itself was as ignorant as usual the response stream  was impeccably more entertaining. Multiple "verified" people responded to his ignorance. I really would like to know how someone could be so dismissive of peoples blatantly TRUE remarks about your awful behavioral tendencies. I just want to know why he is like this. Looking at his twitter is like looking at a 5th graders journal where they trash talk their haters.


Tell me, is that somehow a quality of someone you want to be the leader of your country? I mean I am not a very prestigious political person but my common sense seems to reign over whatever the hell that is. My opinions will not persuade anyone to agree but I am just in shock of the pure ignorance.Image result for donald trumps twitter

Wednesday, January 11, 2017

PASSION BLOG

Passions vary from person to person, and when we grow so do our passions. Mine have grown from athletic based things to art to writing. As I tragically found out that I will never be anything along the lines of athletic, or at least not anything in reality. I can play some BALL on PlayStation. I tend to give up on things when they don't go as planned, but writing was never like that for me so here are some of my poems that I wrote for my most recent portfolio:





“Vase”

The vase sits in the middle of a living room
Lifeless
Meaningless
Much like you
It holds something so beautiful but it forgets to drink the water it's given
So the beautiful thing dies and is somehow replaced with another a little less beautiful
The process repeats and the vase still stays on the table
Lifeless
Meaningless
The shot of a gun
The smash of glass
I am picking up the pieces unaware if they are mine or yours
The vase sits in a different room now
Missing half
Tucked away on a shelf and revisited when you take your winter clothes out
The vase sits
Lifeless
Meaningless
Missing pieces hidden and forgotten
Better luck next time.
A lesson learned is a lesson lived.



“Early morning thoughts”
Its early
Around 6 am
The birds chirp to let the world know they are alive
I find myself  envious of the birds and their symbolist ideals How could one be so perfect for poetic rhetoric
I ponder and sip my coffee
Scratch that
I sip my tea
much more meaningful and light than coffee
Too dark
I don't want to be dark despite my emotional tendencies
I want to be able to live freely and not be held down by the weight of self expression
Stumbling over my disregard for myself
I allow myself to breathe
For the first time in months


Letting the world know I'm alive.


“High”
I have a tight feeling in my chest
Either due to the Adderall I just took or the joint I just smoked
I always wondered about how others perceive me
Forgetting I don't know how to perceive myself
You see
I spend my life fixing the flawed characteristics of my body and face
I spend my time
I spend my time
I waste my time




“Forgotten poetry”
Run around in circles until you fall
An epitome of love and lust
As we forget the difference or confuse it
It's the downfall of our a kind
Or maybe just you
Sit me on a table to cool down
to assume
That i am okay with you keeping me in your pocket
I am not.
I continue to not be content with the betrayal of such
Why is it easy for you
Why is it easy for you to break my heart
Let me cool



“Play time”
I believe you see me as a toy
A toy in which is better with its clothes off
A toy in which is easier in the dark around 3 am
A toy in which love radiate outs of
A toy in which loves you
a toy none the less